i have two lives; my halo life and my real life... my two worlds have not yet clashed and until then i'm going to enjoy murking fifties and partying all night long. if these worlds ever collided, i will quit halo. i made this choiced based on the fact that if these two worlds ever did get intwined, then i'm screwed. i'll be hella depressed and sad and ughhh i don't want that kinda shit happening to me. i'm too good of a girl to be tied into halo/reality drama. it's just like... what's going to happen? oh this will, "my spartan will fuck your shit up. meet me at the corner." omg, get serious. i'm a wild girl, i think about sexual intercourse about 256 times a day, and that's the same amount a male thinks about sexual activities. i love disney. <3 & maybe i like you too <33 did you know we're being pulling into a hundred different directions, it's sad. i know. if you were my boyfriend, i'd be true to you. if i make a promise, i'm coming through. wait... i'm a horrible girlfriend, cause if you ask me to do something i'ma just turn around and do it without even thinking because i don't usually listen to people. i hate people, they annoy me. =] i'm hella smart, i'm too smart for the crappy education system they offer at pwk. fuck pwk... i wish i graduated. =[ it's the end of the world. all my battles have been won but the war has just begun. i speak out of context, i'm a underground queen. i love clothes, i love money, i love booze, i love drugs, i love drinking, i love haiyden, i fucking love halo. now, if you don't approve of any of the above things, then why the fuck are we even friends? dang, get raped. oh! i'm hella sik on halo. i'ma be the best. when your sitting on your couch at home like a fat kid watching mlg on t.v... all you're gunna hear is "introducing the most unbelievable female gamer, conceited." that's a hella good name for a pro female gamer. i'm pretty when i have my face on. =] i'm pretty stupid at times too. i love to laugh, my laugh might be stupid as fuck but if you can make me laugh when i'm mad at you, mad at the world or mad because i just got put down harrddd in halo. then that's a plus for you because if you're my friend... i'm gunna be your best friend. i swear to god. you're never gunna wanna be apart from me for more than 2 seconds. i get attached easily, if you give me the time of day and you're hella hot... i'm there. i'm yours. i'll try my best to not fuck up, but if i make a mistake i want you to be able to tell me how i made you feel and what we can do to prevent it from ever happening again. music is like... my vagina. if i'm playing a song and you change it... i'ma fuck your shit up. no one touches my vagina except for me... and maybe you. who knows. =] i never liked myspace... until now. <33 i have a nexopia! go to it... read all of the pages in my blog if you wanna get to know the real me... the person who's inside. cause the girl on the outside is fucking with your head. beware, cunts! oh my nexopia address isssss... go to www.nexopia.com then search for [username: drugs;] let's skip the "how you doing" and get this over and done with. <33 people earn my trust... i'm not a prize. i'm birdie. i'm the only fucking birdie in this world because how many birdie's do you know who smokes drugs all day, plays halo all day, and thinks about sex all day.... how many?! i like texting. where's my lipgloss? someone once told me to be afraid of losing everything. i believe we were given two hands to hold, two legs to walk, two eyes to see, two ears to listen, and only one heart because the other was given to someone else for us to find. when i say "just gimmie a minute" that means i'm on the brink of completely breaking down or i'm hella pissed off. i'm so mainstream. i love britney spears and paris hilton. i want a puppy named jimmy choo. i love dogs, i always have a new puppy, i go through them like cupcakes. =] i love to bake, i make hella good cakes, and i put like so much work into them. i made a penis once. =] if i say come a little closer, how close to my face will you be? would you go across the country for me? would you walk through a thunderstorm to come hold me because you know how afraid i am of storms?<33 i look up because if i look down i'ma get scared cause i'm afraid of heights. i cover my smile. i love porn. hustler;; i love taking pictures of myself. lloyd is my bff bitch! i want a cookie.. a chocolate mother fucking chip cookie. i'm a beast when you turn me on. now jump up lets get crazy... psstt, i'm hella rich. i'm not better than any other girl. i don't like bitches, they are crazzzyy. all the time that you were gone, i thought about our favorite song. 1 (867) 872 * * * * [want digits?] h e l l n a w! redtube is like a drug. so is xtc. i like both. don't let this end now, just slow this dance down, i can stay here all night - forever. genetic-@live.com // oh! i have aim... just im me? [sn: conceitedv1] .......,.,., blame it on lloyd. i fucking hate bungie <3 fuck orbital!! ilsandbox. i swear a lot when it's like 8am and i've been up for like 16 hours straight playing halo. haha! loveeee meeee. <3 i love generals. team foxy supporter. pms licks. i can be doing five things at once and still be listening to you while talking to 3 other people. i multitask bitch, and i drink too much. i'ma bk. best friends should never sleep with best friend's ex's, it's against the rules of feminism. when i look outside my window i can see the field, and if i look to the right - i see an indend in my bedroom wall from having rough sex. seriously. i'm not kidding, the indend it amazing. i snap easily. don't piss me off. do you know what girls really want? they want real conversations and real love. we want cute dates together, nothing expensive; the truth is we only want to be with you. we want to hold hands and lie beneath the stars. we wanna be able to say something stupid and not worry about it. we want a guy that will love us for nothing but being us. hug the hurt, kiss the broken, befriend the lost, love the lonely. she laughs at the the rumors she hears about herself because she loves to hear those desperate attempts to bring her down. so what you say boy? <3 5 star br, homeskillet. it's called chainsmoking. i'm a nun! i never have sex! if i would talk to you what would you say? i wanna kiss a girl, i wanna kiss a boy. i like when girls kiss girls. dannnggg, that fool is helllaa fine. will i marry you? fuck no. go kick rocks fool. hey... baby... i never liked you in the first place. bahaha! i dream you know, i dream of the things that are out there, the things that are out of reach. i want them so bad you know... but i'm only dreaming... dreams don't come true for me. =[ no, is not an answer. yes, is a demand. now, is a command. fuck dinoosss! if you wanna know the good or the bad; just ask. what is by far the worse thing that's ever happened to me? zomg... don't ask, haha! export a gold, it's smootthh. xd why is the sky green? why is the ocean blue? have you ever watched shrooms? omfg!. don't, haha. i don't like to talk about the past, it haunts me everyday. i used to love him, used too being the underlined and bolded word. i hate high school, drama got old 10 years ago. go get drunk, kids. joyriding is for the uncool. all of my friends who i used to kick it with are now all whores and bastards. i think i smoke too much, maybe i even drink too much. my mom would rather me smoke weed than drink. don't you agree? someone once asked me "why are you so into going pro?" why? because i love the game. there's no other game out there like halo. there is so much mentality to this game it stresses me out but yet i'm still so fucking sick at this game. a lot of players have limits, and i'm not one of those players. i will always get better, i will always be learning new things. other people can be good.. like tom "tsquared" taylor.. he's reached his limit. there's no way in hell he'll make a comeback in 2009. when i'm that old, on that main stage... i'll be getting better, i'll be on the most sickest team mlg has seen... when others are falling back 3 feet, i'll be jumping 10 feet forward... i'll never stop. wanna be in my shoes, just to see what it's like, to be me i'll be you, let's trade shoes just to see what i'd be like to feel your pain, you feel mine go inside each other's mind just to see what we find - look at shit through each other's eyes. i've been too long on my own. instant betrayal. how tall are yuu? i'm 5'7... or like 5'8 haha. if i give you a nickname... that's all i'll ever call yuu. even if it's easter bunny man. =] shush.... i totally don't sleep with clothes on. i leave marks. dominate the circuit, defeat the pros, and claim what is rightfully ours - victory. he made me fall absolutely in love with him. if we could party all night and sleep all day and throw all our problems away - our lives could be easy. i don't want to yuu to tell me what i wanna hear. it's so fucking annoying when the phone rings. i hate warm pop. i'm an ice tea junkie. i get massive headaches. i hate little girls. haiyden could probably cuss yuu out. what's a beaner ? be my cute little sextoy? yuur honey givin.. me some brain. i've got pro tips... that'll have yuu. fragg-ing like a pro. xd snipedown is so not ew. =] i need yuu, i want yuu, so badd... to get the fuck outta my face. for some moments in life, there are no words. it's better to cross the line then suffer the consequences than to just stare at that line for the rest of your life. g o b a l l s d e e p ! there is no vaccine against stupidity. don't give up when yuu still have something to give. nothings really over until the moment yuu stop trying. i need to believe that something extraaordinary is possible.