it started with the girls from when i was 14 on
i started noticing them and they wished me gone
i wrote in my books how beautiful they were
they wrote notes to each other about how my death should occur
they didnt invite me to the party
so i sat at home feeling ugly
i changed my clothes and cut my hair
they ignored me still without a care
i grew my hair and put on cologne
they said my smell agrivated allergies and left me alone
they considered my existence to be a tragedy
so i sat at home feeling ugly
i met one who was not like the rest
smart, gentle, pretty, kind she was the best
i finally got my divine wonder
it was divine for 3 months then she tore my heart asunder
she went out to cheat on me
and i sat at home feeling ugly
since i knew my face was impossible to rearrange
i sat at home for 3 years thinking how could i change
i worked out to be strong and have a body of a god
i read encyclopedia's and textbooks so no matter what you say i can do more than nod
i recited poems and learned of all the great stories
i learned as many languages as my mind could handle so i can say i love you in every category
i finally stoped sitting at home feeling ugly
went out to find a girl that will love me
and they were all so pretty and so divine
but only in the looks because they had no mind
so now i sit at home alone with just me
wondering why are they all so ugly

i just turned 4 and everything i write rhymes yaaay