my thoughts tonight

I feel obligated to use this.  Tomorrow I'm being picked up and whisked away by J to New Hope, PA for thurs-sun.  It will be nice to do something relaxing like walking through the old fashion town.  Sunday my aunt offered to take me to cape hatteras for the week.  But i have to go get Otakon tickets with W on Thursday.  My costume is pretty much ready. I bet W can't wait to be stuck with me for a whole weekend.  R wants me to go see him at his place in Chatham... but that would be a two hour drive for me and he doesn't want to meet me in the middle.  I can only go so far and do so much for a guy I don't even know that well.  Plus he's my hated ex's friend.  I don't think I want to get involved in that because it probably will spell drama. 

Honestly, I just want to have fun and find a job while I'm at it.  If a dream guy comes along and wants to date me then that's super.  But I'm not about to go out of my way to chase some tail. haha.  Speaking of dream guys... Evan is one of mine. haha.

I'm really hoping to get a job soon.  I'll take almost anything at this point.  My guy friends still want me to do stripping/prostitution.  And that is one of the few things I won't do. heh.  Worse comes to worst I can always try to go back to the fish farm and harvest fish.

I played Shaiya tonight.  And this time I actually played on the good side. :-X haha.  I have a human and named him Lancelot DuLac.  So original right?  Yesterday my bro, his friend, and I played the Wii.  Then they played halo...I didn't because I always disliked it.  Not sure why... it's kind of like how I always disliked Hanson but had no good reason to.  I miss my Bioshock game VERY much.  W needs to beat it and give it back.  I love watching my bro play COD4 love love love it.  He's so badass. hahaha  I'm gonna miss that kid when he is in the Air Force. :(

Evan is texting me. :-D hahaha.  Oh I'm ridiculous!  Never even met him, how sad am I?  Well yeah I probably win the record for length.  And I could keep goin on this too.