hitcher_95's Blog - Page 1
y did it have to b me y was i the one who fell or her y couldent it of been some one she actualy liked some one who could cope with it better some one who knew wat to say who knew how to make her feel like the only person in the world insted of thinking "im gona do it im gona tell her how i feel right now" then when they reach her house standing in the rain for about 3 hours thinking i cant do it she dosent like me the way i like her she likes me as a friend .... no get a hold of ur self just do it go tell her how u feel its all gona work its self out ..... no NO it wont she just gona say she dosent like me and tred all over me like a worthless piece of crap ........ no shes not like that u know she isent thats y u fell in love with her because shes not like every body els shes smart shes beautiful she may not know it but shes the only person i think about eny more and when shes unhappy i'll b there when she needs a sholder to i'll be there what ever it is i'll b there for her throu thick and thin just like i always have been just like i always will be ........ yhea but if she rejects you then its just going to b quite auquard isent it talking to the guy who pourd his heart out to u i meen uv talked to her u know how she chuckels when she said one of her exes came round and said he loves her he wants her back he needs her but u both know thats just a lie they just cant stand being alone shes just gona think ur some one like that some one who needs to have some one who cant b alone ...... iv been alone most of my life sure i had friends but none of them compare to her none of they can make me feel they way she dose whenever im with her its like every second my heart beets a thousond times and it always will because my heart beats for her it always will beat for her i just hate the thought that she may never know that.
the truth is i realy am in love with Hannah but she dosent know it yet and i dont know if she ever will ..... i want to tell her but i just cant in fear of her rejecting me and us not being friends eny more and i know that sounds stupid and posibly incredibly pathetic but even if i never do get with her again atleast we'll still b mates and thats gota count for something ................ right???