Damn seems like forever since I wrote a blog on GN so since i'm back around I made it a priority. I'm glad we have finally reached the holiday season its been a crazy year; some good stuff some bull shit, but all a learning experience. I can't wait for thanksgiving to get back aound family; sadly  some key members are missing. My mom and pops  this is the one of those months I start feeling a lil down cuz I miss them but I'm a pay a visit to their graves  and pay my respects. tell my pops the world can't hold me I got too much ambition and mto my mom no ma i'm not married yet lol they don't make em like u anymore but for you I promise next year.

Peace to my two brothers who's locked up i love ya both The team still holding it down out here and BROOkLYN MISS U :'( . So I'm ready this year to eat some real  home cooked food for once and stop using my microwave lol. I'm undecided which house to go to so i'm just gonna bounce around the whole city with my cousins stopping at auntie here  and auntie there.

Christmas doesn't really matter to me i don't celebrate it; i'm more looking forward to the newyears party me and my boys going to at the 40/40 club. I'm a wake up on the 1st  back on my grind harder then ever. Me, melly, lance, born, and  unique back on our grizzly. This time the vision is bigger the moves are legit and the cards are in play! come on 2010!   1!

<breathing heavy> Someone is trying to pull me closer to the ground, thats ok i wont panic i been here before. seems like only yesterday when I  first stepped out on the block and showed heads who was who and what was what.I walk with the phoenix, born in the fire but rise from the ashes.No man women or empire can stop me.First law of physics energy can neither be created nor detstroyed so how can some girl detroy that which is eternal!This person will perish because they deal in falsehood.How do you expect to defeat me when you are but flesh and I am forever!!Was i in love or was I entranced? did she love me or is it everybody that pass her glance? born alone! die alone! as one individual i stand up and face many. fighting so fierce with much intensity though now one stands with me

Peace to the whole Gaming community, citizens of azeroth,Members of the halo nation,xbox live! and the station that rocks the nation. I have great news, I have found perfection incarnate! i'm talking about my wife the onlything I now love more than my xbox 360. Not only is she beautiful, smart and sexy she is a gamer as well. sweet! She is the reason I fight, the power that helps me to win at everything and the reason I have no fear of dying as long as it's for her.If you hit me up on LIVE! and I don't get back to you asap I must be in chat or on the phone with her.... please be patient i'll be back on the battlefield in a min!

Gone are the days when I would be able to play The legend of zelda for 13hrs straight with no care in the world.I miss how I would come home from school through my bookbag in some random place in my room and load up megaman or some action game humming the theme song. Yeah those were the days!.Now that i'm 26 I have a 40hr aweek job and I go to scollege fulltime its hard just trying to get in an hour of gaming.  I have over 40 new games that i'm getting back up on completeting because either i'm tired from work or i'm writing some stupid reseaerch paper.I love my xbox live! but sometimes I feel like i'm paying for nothing I want to pull a 24hr gaming session. I snuck one in for newyears 08 with halo 3 but I need more gaming hours in my week. and with me being a Rpg fanatic how am I supposed to become fully absorbed in the game if by the time the action starts it's time for work or class? I envy youner gamers today who if you log on 3 in the morning they are still up working hard on those achievement points. I have to find a way to free up some time i'm going crazy.

I'm a true gamer yet casual gamers are getting more gametime than me that's not right.

              Yeah everyone it's that time again school has returned and it's time for me to once again continue my journey to complete my batchelors in computer science. I'm specializing in software engineering which most people believe i'm crazy for. My ultimate goal is to join a team in helping with the design and further advance of visual technologies. In particular i'm interested in holographic technologies.I want to take visual media out of the prison of these boxes we have them in and create free moving Images unhindered by resolution grids in a box. Idon't want to get fully technical into my research which I really can with the math and all but that's where I am in life and where I aspire to be.

I wanted to make a point today about xbox live!!! I love xbox live!!! its great i have no complaints except for 1.

I hate whenyou be in a party playing a game then you have all these random people from your friends party who just invites themselves into your session. Now what was a fun game of  6player halo has become a party of screaming noise, people talking about random stuff, you can't even hear your team mate any more and he  is the one that started the party!! lol

Yeah this always happens. Then what makes matters worst is, i can see if the 10 additional people were playing the same game, but they are all playing different games. Last night, well actually 2 in the morning all i wanted to do was play my fable 2 and i had mad party invites so i invited one of my friends to talk . PIP because he was just at his dashboard 12min later he had a mob with him i couldn't even hear what was going on in my game.

And everybody knows if you miss the story taking place in an rpg you might as well cut it off because you ruined the whole exp. So i jumped out of the party, took off my headset, declined all invites and started back playing my fabel 2. THEN!!!!  one of my friends logged into my world and  didn't even know how to play the game and was slowing up my journey. so finally i logged off and played offline and had the best exp lastnight in thegame when i went on a hit mission for the shadow worshippers and murdered a whole village sweet!! lol

I'm currently along with building my empire am looking for a gamer chick to really build with and play some games with. I would eventually hope that our socializing could blossom into something further but let's begin first with me fragging u in halo lol

Its a new year gamers and i can't believe as a community how far we come in the area of entertainment.WE used to be just a small subculture now we dominate pop culture and i'm so glad to be apart of that  movement. Today is jan 1st 09 and to all my gamers  have fun fragging and most of all keep gaming